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stop seeking perfection

You are not worth your looks.  You are priceless.  You are seeking perfection in the most inappropriate places. They are nothing. They’ll open more empty spaces.

You are not your thoughts. You can be more than what people want you to look. They only guarantee ignorance – shallow, mediocre and useless.

You are you. Stop going after what other people want you to want. Your life is not theirs, not his. It’s yours. Even if its going to hurt a lot of people, even if you can’t figure out an easier way to do things, achieve things for yourself. You reward yourself.

You are deserving. You are worth the time.

Stop seeking perfection. I love you. I’ll always love you. Because you’re you. Not a photoshopped image of you. Just you. It’s more than enough.

i belong

I can promise that there will be obstacles in the future, but I can also promise I’ll be there too. Because I’m stuck on you by the world’s strongest glue. It’s a bond in our palms, that I can call choice, an emotion so strong, it gives silence a voice. I will be there to suffer with you, your pain, and obstacles will slide by, but I will remain. When it’s dark, I’ll tell you you’re not alone, when you fall short, I’ll show you how much you’ve grown. when you feel like you’re helpless and stuck, if I can’t pull you out, I’ll jump into the muck. I’ll hold your hand through valley, through hill, not because I have to, but of my own free will. when your life is a mess, and when it’s tidy, I’ll be for you a ribcage, and hold you inside me. Because you are this vital organ that plays my favorite song, and being with you is where i belong.

shangri-la

In an ideal world, you’d hope that everyone is paired. I  base this on the idea that everyone should at least have one person who would go to them. Ideally, your mother would have your father. Ideally, your daughter would have her husband; Ideally, you would have your lover. Throwing a monkeywrench into this, however, is age, more specially, a child has yet to meet their significant other, so they would have no one. This lack of attachment strikes me stronger than anything else, and that is why I apply my altruism to this situation. I would simply choose the person who has no one, so that they would have someone. even if that person is a complete stranger, as long as my loves are loved I would seek out the unloved and make them loved.

i need you to come get me

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day – those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

— Meredith, Grey’s Anatomy

one month..

Even when you think there’s no one better than what you just lost, there’s always someone patiently waiting to prove you wrong and hoping to get a chance to do so…

One month. Started yesterday. That’s what we agreed on. No commitments.

In the end, when things won’t be in his favor, I just wish I have the strength to tell him I tried my best but it just doesn’t allow me to go beyond that.

At this point in time, I don’t think I have the heart to hurt him.

At this moment, I am as I feared to be.

I am bad girl. 😦

..us..

At some point, we weren’t just together. We became something that everyone knew about, and was happy to see happening. We were so known for being in our relationship, that it made it hard for us to be in love and go through tough times without the world watching every moment.

I miss the days when the only people that knew we were in love were us.

remember this besie?

Two good friends are seemingly communicating by merely looking and listening to each others heart.

Boy: How will I know you feel the same way?

Girl: Come to think of it, how will I show it to you when I’m not free to do it.

Boy: I want to love you back but I don’t wanna hurt her. It’s about time to move on.

Girl: Yah! I know it’s about time to clear these things out.

Boy: What do you mean?

Girl: It’s about the insensitivity in you. If you only know how I am willing to fight for these feelings but you’re not giving me the reason to do so.

Boy: Am sorry, But please stay…

Girl: Yah! As if  I have a choice…

This was not a story from not so ages ago, remember besie? I’m so happy for you now, someone has actually acted the way that you should be loved. Love u gurl!

trusting faith..

Faith does not require understanding. Most of us don’t know how the respiratory system works, yet, we still breathe in and out. Most of us have no idea what is going on underneath the hood of our cars, yet, we still drive to work every morning. Most of us don’t have the slightest clue how the internet works, yet, we still rely on it everyday to get work done. In everything we do, life requires a little bit of faith.

strangeness

“You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone’s life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.”

One Tree Hill

wandering whys

there are certain things in life where we doubt our existence. I think it’s because we search for the answers that simply gets complicated the more we become obssessed with the finding out…

My friends often tell me that life is a journey; that I shouldn’t rush things; that each step I take I should savor and that I shouldn’t race… However, anxiety clouds this advice. There are things and situations that I’d rather would not dwell upon and that if I stayed too long, I would get more confused then in the end, create complications that hinder simple judgments… Then we wander around keeping track of the answers that has been unconsciously nurtured into doubts and fears…