reflections on a skyline | michael talman & richard jakes (directors)

…but I’ll tell you the worst me and try and give you the best of me because you don’t deserve any less…

And I wanna play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck, and kiss your face, and hold your hand and go for a walk.

Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy’s and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your paranoia. Give you tapes you don’t listen to, watch great films… watch terrible films.

And tell you about the TV program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. Want you in the morning, but let you sleep for awhile. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck.

Sit on the steps smoking ’til your neighbors come home. Sit on the steps smoking ’til you come home. And worry when you’re late, and be amazed when you’re early.

I’d give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I’m wrong and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photo’s and wish I’d known you forever. Hear your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin. And get scared when you’re angry.

I tell you you’re gorgeous. And hug you when you’re anxious and hold you when you’re hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I’m next to you, and whimper when I’m not. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don’t. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I’m rejecting you when I’m not rejecting you and wonder how you could think I’d ever reject you. And wonder who you are.

But I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel and enchanted forest boy who flew across the ocean because he loved you. I’d buy you presents you don’t want and take them away again and ask you to marry me and you say no again but keep on asking because though you think I don’t mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you.

I wander the city thinking, but I’m empty without you, but I want what you want and think I’m losing myself.

But I’ll tell you the worst me and try and give you the best of me because you don’t deserve any less. Answer your questions when I’d rather not. And tell you the truth when I really don’t want to. And try to be honest because I knew you prefer it. And think it’s all over but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life, forget who I am. And let me try and get closer you.

… And somehow communicate some of the over-whelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love I have for you.

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let it go | cavo

… on repeat… 🙂

Wait it out till the light
Take a breathe, say good night
But don’t ever go away

Wait around to find the time
Only you can take what’s mine
But don’t ever go away

I’ll be waiting….I need to let it go

Fade it out into the light
All these years we never get it right
I need to let it go

No more reasons to defy
That I believed that you were mine
I need to let it go

A chance to change or stay the same
One night with out the blame
That don’t ever go away

Only you can make it right
To walk away with out no fight
But don’t ever go away

I’ll be waiting…I need to let it go

Fade it out into the light
All these years we never get it right
I need to let it go

No more reasons to defy
That I believed that you were mine
I need to let it go

I wish you’d let me go

u: romeo, romeo

I remembered. One time you asked for an audio file of the song. You called it “Romeo, romeo.” I thought you were referring to a rap song. I thought of Alicia Keys’ song. You still kept on rejecting my thoughts. Because it wasn’t really titled that way. It was Taylor Swift’s. And it took us a long time to scourge through our brain to remember that name and recall that title. This snippet, this little remembering of events made me smile today. I have always enjoyed our childish conversations. I miss them.

i don’t mind being your girl ♥

.. an anniversary gift for his girlfriend…

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

I wish I was your girlfriend… I’ll be forever yours… c”,)

Make You Feel my Love
by Adele

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven’t made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I’ve known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I’d go hungry
I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there’s nothing
That I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love